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hugderekhaletoday asked: Wow, your demon!Dean poster is legit. Wow wow WOW.

Thank you! I’m surprised at the reaction because i did it quickly at 2am!!!

I’m thinking Dean will turn into a “good” demon based on some hints I’ve taken:

"Part of a general theme we talked about, for the season, for Dean, is that he learns to be a hero again." - Robert Singer S10 preview. [X]

DEAN LEARNS TO BE A HERO AGAIN

Early on in the season I think you’ll find Dean quite dark…” Robert Singer S10 preview. (Indicates more of) 

'The YEAR of Deanmon.’ - S10 promo (Indicates longer than four episodes) [X]

'Sammy let me go' note” - this just shows me more thought and that Dean might still be big brother Dean somewhere still deep down.

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"But there’s going to be something deeper happening going on with each of [Crowley and Dean]" -  Jeremy Carver S10 preview. This proves to me that Dean is obviously not the standard demon that is just out to do monstrous things.

"It’s time for us to accept what we are and go back to work." - Crowley. This tells me that Dean isn’t doing what Crowley wants him to do. It kinda feels like .along with having fun, Dean is also stalling.

And in general, it just doesn’t make sense to me that Dean is “cured” in 4 episodes and is sane enough to do the fun and meta 200th episode straight after. So hopefully Demon Dean finds some form of morals and goes hunting with Sam helping cases with his demon powers.

jensen-danneel-please asked: Hi, I know I don't know you but I saw your posts earlier and I just had to message you to say please try not to think like that. I can guarantee things wouldn't be better! It sucks that things seem to be so shitty just now but just keep going! Your friend maybe doesn't understand how you're feeling, and if she does you need a new friend! Hope I've not been out of place and I hope you feel better soon xxx

thanks for the thinking about me but it didnt quite help me. i woke up feeling embarrassed about telling people on here so i deleted the posts. i dont think it will ever get better because ive always been this way and i think it’s just who i am now 

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